I Want Nothing.

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I want to do everything but nothing. I want to lay down but sit up. I want to go outside but stay in. I want to talk but listen. I want to share but take in. I want to manage but let go. I want to be intentional but have faith. 

I want to do everything but nothing. I want to stand still but run. I want to take my time but go stead fast. I want to immerse myself but observe. I want to educate but learn. I want to cut my hair but grow it out. I want to dress comfortable but be cute. I want to care but not care. I want new friends but no new friends. I love my home but I want to move. I want external silence but learn to filter out. I want to learn to quiet my internal noise but listen to its many voices.

I want to do everything but nothing. I want to meditate but dance. I want to drink lemon water and fresh juice. I want to cook dinner and order take out. I want to live a zero waste lifestyle but still buy shit. I want to research psychology and sociology.

I want it all figured out but want to live life. I want to get married but enjoy my youth. I want to take care of something but keep my independence. I want to be selfish and selfless. I want to be rich but remain humble. I want my cake and to eat it too. I want it all but nothing at the same time

With Love,

Rebekah Love